Thursday, January 1, 2026

What can we say on Ash Wednesday?

  Ash Wednesday. I always tell myself and fellow clergy that they don’t come for the homily. They come for the ashes. I still love the great reflection Martin Sheen offered when interviewed by Krista Tippett: “How can we understand these great mysteries of the church? I don’t have a clue. I just stand in line and say Here I am, I’m with them, the community of faith. This explains the mystery, all the love. Sometimes I’m just overwhelmed, just watching people in line. It’s the most profound thing. You just surrender yourself to it.”

   I continue to commend some sort of Lenten fast, although it gets watered down into dieting or substituting beer for wine or whatever you gave up. Jesus fasted for his 40 days, and the saints we adore did the same. The location of his fasting: simply harrowing. Lisa and I visited the St. George's monastery that hangs perilously from a cliff overlooking the Wadi Qelt. It's hot, it's steep, and even today they warn you of brigands and carnivorous creatures in the area. 2 hours almost wore us out. Jesus did 2 hours 12 times daily for 40 days.

   I am enjoying and admiring Chris Green's new Being Transfigured
. He confesses, as we all can, that "my sense of sin is warped / There is nothing more sinful than what we’ve said about sin, and what we’ve done in the name of our hatred of sin." How very "Self-absorbed – and self-negating" our sense of sin can be. "We’re nice but not kind, indulgent not compassionate, permissive not forgiving." Our need isn't to try harder, but a miracle; we need to be released by a divine intervention. 

   I think of my first adult life dog, Abigail, who loved to run in the woods of my rural parish. After she didn't come home one day, I finally found her - enmeshed in some old barbed wire somebody had used as a fence back in the day. The harder she struggled to get out, the more the barbs gashed her skin. I had to urge her to be very, very still, to trust me, so I could extricate her  - and then her wounds required some healing. That's what Lent, and the whole Christian life is like.

  William Placher's terrific Mark commentary cites Alexander Schmemann ("Fasting makes us light, concentrated, sober, joyful, pure"), Macrina Wiederkehr ("Fasting is cleansing. It lays bare our souls. In the Divine Arms we become less demanding and more like the One who holds us. We hunger and thirst for justice, and holiness. We hunger for what is right. What hunger to be saints"), and St. Basil ("Fasting is to refrain from vice"). I'll ponder those for me, whether they worm their way into a sermon or not.

   Our Psalm, the 51st, one of the church's historic "penitential Psalms," bears the weight of this day and season - although we might quibble with the unforeseen implication that David, having seized Bathsheba (the patron saint of #MeToo?), simply repents and expects cleansing - and we conclude all is well. What's the lesson in the ripple effects and lingering impact of our sin - even forgiven (by God) sin?

   Matthew 6 is perfect yet terribly odd for Ash Wednesday. Jesus tells us not to practice our piety visibly (v. 1), and not to disfigure our faces but to wash them (v. 16) – on the very day we disfigure our faces publicly. Nobody at my place though is showing off, sporting ashes for the rest of the day. If anything, they’ll get some strange stares at the store on the way home.

  When I get home, I try to take some time to linger before a mirror – to ponder that I have just been marked with the horror and hope of Jesus’ cross. No hymn captures so thrillingly the paradox of this horror and hope as Isaac Watts’s “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” We “survey” the cross. We don’t just glance at it. The soldiers didn’t survey this one. They’d seen plenty of crosses, and had no reason to think this was God. All they saw was a dying, despised person – which was precisely what God was hoping to achieve. More lines in that hymn bear reflection: “Sorrow and love flow mingled down.” Onlookers saw tragedy, maybe justice mingled.

   “Did e’er… thorns compose so rich a crown?” At Elizabeth II’s coronation so long ago, the Archbishop of Canterbury placed St. Edward’s Crown on her head. It was heavy, forged of 22 karat gold, with 444 precious stones, aquamarines, topazes, rubies, amethysts, sapphires. She then knelt to receive the body and blood of our Lord. Did she ponder Jesus’ very different crown, its only ornaments those harsh thorns gashing his forehead, scalp and temples?

   “My richest gain I count but loss.” Lent is the season to reassess what has value, what doesn’t, how much we offer up to God. Do we urge our people to embark on a fast? It’s not dieting. It’s not being glum and feeling sorry for ourselves. It’s solidarity with those who aren’t choosing to fast. It’s weaning ourselves from dependencies on things. It’s an awakening to where our treasure is.

   Where are the “Take the Bible literally!” people when it comes to “Do not lay up treasure on earth”? We prudently save, we check our retirement portfolios, we pay off the house. No use castigating the people, or ourselves. It’s a mark of our brokenness, our desperate need for the true God. The ashes are lie that mark on Cain’s forehead. It’s guilt, and grace.

  And so we invite people into (hopefully) a growing devotion, a loosening of our grip on our treasures, an expansion of God and grace into daily life. Here’s something we did a few years back. At the Baptism of the Lord, we handed out shower tags (we got the idea, and even purchased the tags from Adam Hamilton!), which you hang in the bath: “Lord, as I enter the water to bathe, I remember my Baptism. Wash me by your grace, fill me with your Spirit, renew my soul. I pray that I might live as your child today, and honor you in all that I do.”

   On Ash Wednesday, we picked up on Matthew 6 and handed out closet tags. Jesus said “Go into your closet to pray.” The Greek tameion is an inner room of the house, a storeroom, small, private – reminding us of the need for a dedicated holy space at home. I love this – that if you go into your closet and pray, you are doing God’s will! Picking up on other clothing images in Scripture, here’s how that tag reads: “Jesus said, ‘Go into your closet and pray in secret; and your Father will reward you.’ So pray. Prepare for your day with God. As you dress, remember Romans 14:8, ‘Put on the Lord Jesus Christ,’ and Colossians 3:12, ‘Put on compassion, patience, forgiveness, love – and be thankful. Whatever you do, do it in the name of the Lord Jesus.’”

   Two more items while we’re on Matthew 6. Jesus says “When you pray,” not “If you pray” – and he was assuming 3 set times of prayer as was common Jewish practice then and now. When Will Willimon was Dean of Duke Chapel, he told about a Muslim student who asked him, “Why don’t the Christian students ever pray?” He obviously observed the 5 set daily times for prayer in Islam, and was puzzled that he never ever saw Christians stopping to pray. It’s a judgment call whether you can mention this to your people. I think it’s compelling, and inviting – but some folks have such potent, irrational anti-Muslim feelings that they’ll shut down on you.

   And then Jesus talks about “reward,” shunning earthly reward, but implying quite clearly there are rewards, ultimate rewards to the life of faith. I for one downplay this, remembering a very smart college student who asked me if he could become a Christian if he didn’t believe in eternal life. His angle was he wanted to follow Jesus just because it was good, right, noble and true, not to secure any prize for himself. I admire that – but quite clearly the Gospels and Epistles lay out for us fabulous, unspeakably fantastic rewards, or ultimate realities, for those who believe.

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   Check out my newest book, The Heart of the Psalms - which (as we head toward Lent!) would be good preacher reading, good preach-ee reading, and also good for groups; Abingdon has a leader guide and a video accompaniment to this! It has a whole chapter devoted to Psalm 51 - pretty important for Ash Wednesday!!

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What can we say February 22? Lent 1

    Preaching in Lent: I always wonder, and feel sure I’m not off target in this, if clergy and church staff people care intensely about Lent, but our lay people are uninterested or vaguely aware. So we professionals fixate on it being Lent 1, while our people are thinking simply it’s another Sunday. Alas. And so our texts.

   Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-7. What a way to begin Lent – with the beginning of humanity, and our fallenness, our brokenness. Jonathan Sacks eyed a “failure of leadership” here, which is primally the failure to take responsibility. Theologians extracted doctrines of original sin and more from this narrative – which is always how doctrine begins, isn’t it?

   Americans brag about their freedom, but we’re all just as habitually turned from God, and stuck in it, as Adam and Eve. Mark Twain: “I don’t know why Adam and Eve get so much credit; I could have done just as well as they did.” Lancelot du Lac, in Camelot: “Had I been made the partner of Eve, we’d be in Eden still” – and then in short order he’s in bed with Guinevere! 

And I love Doug Marlette’s old cartoon which always applies to the “holiness” party in every denomination, Adam and Eve smugly refusing the apple, declaring “No thanks, we’re Presbyterian.”

   So many wise commentaries have pondered this text. Walter Brueggemann points out that we are given a vocation (Till the garden) and a limitation (this 1 tree) – so we forsake the vocation by overstepping our limitations. Gerhard von Rad’s oldie points out that God’s command isn’t oppressive in the least, but it did “place before man the serious question of obedience.” He notices a defensiveness in the couple’s reply to God, adding “touch,” which wasn’t in the speech of the serpent, who “asserts that it knows God better than the woman in her believing obedience does, and so it causes her to step out of the circle of obedience and to judge God and his command as though from a neutral position” – which we all think we can do with great skill!

   Russ Reno’s fabulous Brazos commentary resorts to Aquinas: “God’s commandments do not only train us to realize our natural potential; they also train us for a supernatural end that exceeds our natural end.” God picking out this 1 tree seems arbitrary – and “this is as it must be. If God is to train the natural man toward the end of participating in the supernatural Sabbath rest, then his commandments must transcend our inner-worldly purposes, must exceed our capacity for understanding.” Boom. 
 Do you hear an echo of Bonhoeffer’s little gem, Creation and Fall? “Wherever man attacks the concrete Word of God with the weapon of a principle or an idea of God, there he has become the Lord of God”

   Romans 5:12-19 shows Paul taking a giant leap from the mythical narrative of Genesis toward Augustine’s fully developed doctrine of original sin. As an undergraduate, I wrote a ridiculously long paper on this passage – proving to me, in retrospect, that this is a text for a Bible study, not a sermon. 

 Michael Gorman (in his terrific new commentary) helps us to see where Augustine floundered; his Latin “in whom (in Adam) all sinned” misconstrued the Greek that’s “because all sinned” or “inasmuch as all sinned.” But isn’t it very American to delight in debunking original sin as valid? Twain’s comment above remains spot on. Gorman points to the intertestamental 2 Baruch 54:19: “Adam is not the cause, except only for himself, but each of us has become our own Adam” – which is spot on.

   Gorman on another detail in the text: “The future tense of 5:19 is a logical future – an expression of certainty about the effects of Christ’s obedience on people here and now.” Grace isn’t a kindly attitude on God’s part; it is a power effecting change.

   Genesis 3, Romans 5, and Augustine are in our long tradition of understanding what God is up to. The theological robustness in all this is nowhere better captured than in Michelangelo’s fresco on that Sistine chapel ceiling. We fixate on God’s finger creating Adam. But curled in God’s other arm we see a woman and a child, prefiguring not just Eve as the wife to come, but Mary as the new Eve, and the child as the Second Adam, already well arranged for by God at the moment of creating that First Adam.

   Matthew 4:1-11 is my usual preference for Lent 1, although I may stick with Genesis this year – or dare I pair the two? The wilderness is Eden ruined by the Fall. Jesus shuns the voice of the tempter; he doesn’t eat. Hugely important: in my The Beauty of the Word: the Challenge and Wonder of Preaching, I assess how so much preaching is about us, with moralistic takeaways. Preaching should first of all be about God. With this text, I moan when I hear a sermon asking “How can we overcome temptation the way Jesus did?” What Jesus did, we could never do. That’s the point. He’s our Savior, not our Exemplar (as Dean Robert Cushman put it so memorably in first year theology at Duke!).

   Popular movies have regularly touched on the perils hidden in plain sight in our text. The seizure of power, humorously explicated in the film Bruce Almighty, is contrasted with the determined giving up of power with the ring in The Lord of the Rings – an issue Tolkien parsed flawlessly. I bet churchgoers would join non-churchgoers in asking if the devil is real. In my Good Questions series in the Fall, we put out this 13 minute video of me exploring the question, including Merton’s thoughtful words on “the theology of the devil,” and how the devil most of all wants attention and credit, and also C.S. Lewis’s humorous but insightful vision of the demonic in daily life in Screwtape Letters.

   I like Pádraig Ó Tuama’s take on the devil’s “if.” It seems to question his identity, as in “if you are who you say you are.” But the Greek ei can as easily mean “since,” as in “because you are you, why don’t you do this?” “It wasn’t a challenge to Jesus’ identity, it was a challenge to his power. Suddenly, it isn’t a devil with cloven feet and fort. It is every day. It is the complication of every moment. Because I am capable? Do it.”

   He continues, declaring this “the story of humanity.” The 1st temptation is simply to do what you can for your own good. Simple. The 2nd he reads as a temptation to suicide. Just end it all. My church family has suffered 3 suicides in the past year and a half; our community has borne the suicides of 4 adolescents. Something huge and agonizing is in the air, and the church had best lead in talking about it, especially with our youth.

   I believe Chris E.W. Green's articulation of what is at stake in this narrative is spot on: "Jesus enters into our existence so completely, so unconditionally, that his reality and ours become mutually determinative. Thanks to that bond, what happens to us happens in him, and what happens in him happens to us." He points out how, for the Desert Fathers, "Jesus was baptized not to wash away his sins but to sanctify the waters; he was tempted not to prove his sinlessness but to hallow the wilderness." Indeed, Jesus suffered - yet "nothing from his birth to his death happened to him but what his Father wanted to happen differently for us." Go back and re-read all that, and slowly - if not for your sermon, then for the growth and understanding in your own soul!

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   Check out my newest book, The Heart of the Psalms - which (as Lent hath begun!) would be good preacher reading, good preach-ee reading, and also good for groups; Abingdon has a leader guide and a video accompaniment to this!


What can we say March 1? Lent 2

    Genesis 12:1-4a blew my mind week #1 in seminary. Prof. Lloyd Bailey explained how this wasn’t just a thing that happened to Abraham, but was the key to unlock the entire calling of God’s people – to be blessed, to multiply, to be given land (a huge problem historically!), and to be a blessing to everybody else. That’ll preach.

   God calls Abraham to go – but where? How will it work out? I’m reminded of those fishermen who drop their nets to follow Jesus – but where? How will it work out? Walter Brueggemann calls this “a call for a dangerous departure from the presumed world of norms and security.” Risky? Isn’t that what we need? Russ Reno, in his great Brazos commentary, phrases it like this: “The divine plan injects a new possibility into the flow of history rather than acting over or upon humanity from the outside.”

   Reno sees this text as an answer, an antidote to the Babel story in Genesis 11, how the fallen world of grasping is what Abraham is taken from – and that “now God promises to give Abraham-in-particular what humanity-in-general sought to achieve by its own hands whether it gathered to build a tower to heaven: a place, a nation, a name remembered.”

   It’s a journey, a pilgrimage. Abraham never quite arrives, does he? Odd, as part of God’s pledge to him is that he’ll have land – the most problematical item, if you weigh what’s unfolded through history, maybe in the whole Old Testament. This pledge of land has caused wars and irresolvable tensions. 

Brueggemann (in his great book on the promise of the land, Chosen), asks “to what extent that theological claim has come to be or has morphed into an ideological claim that functions as self-justification.” Indeed.

   The other promise is that these chosen ones will be the way God will bless everybody else. It’s not being chosen to be protected, or to be granted special blessings, and certainly not to pass judgment on others. Israel’s will not be a doing for the others, “but that the life of Israel under the promise will energize and model a way for the other nations also to receive a blessings from this God” (Brueggemann). Isn’t this the church’s mission?

   Romans 4:1-5, 13-17, a text I won’t linger on now or in my sermon, takes the call of Abraham and morphs it into something about faith and being reckoned righteous. I love to dissect Paul’s midrashic read of Abraham and why he matters in a Bible study, but am not so good at preaching it. Psalm 121, which we read at gravesides, is also rich in wisdom; for his long journey, Abraham lifted his eyes to uncertain hills; and Jesus and his family, along with all pilgrims in Bible times, sang this as they made their way to Jerusalem for Passover – including Jesus’ last. 

   John 3:1-17. Utterly familiar – and yet I’ve had good cause to rethink it over the years. I was invited to write a book about Birth (in the series, Pastoring for Life: Theological Wisdom for Ministering Well). Listening to moms, doctors, and midwives, and in much research, I have tried to connect what I learned to what it might mean to be born again. I kept wondering why it is that preachers (George Whitefield, Billy Graham, etc.), who’ve talked constantly about being born again, virtually ignore birth itself when theologizing about being born again. They’re men? Never witnessed a birth? Is “born again” really a revivalist mood, a surge of spiritual emotion, or even a zealous commitment to be different?

   Think about it: Nicodemus comes in the dark – like life in the womb, about to be born. When you were born, the first time, wasn’t it true that “God called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. Once you were no people, but now you are God’s people” (1 Pet. 2:9). 

   Isn’t it curious that, in explaining this new birth to Nicodemus, Jesus speaks of being born of water and the spirit. Recall your first birth. You were in water. Then you emerged, gasping for air, for a breath – or we can say “spirit,” as the Hebrew ruah, and the Greek pneuma both mean air, and then by extension, spirit. It’s always water, and then the spirit when getting born.

    That you “must” be reborn intrigues. The Greek, deî, isn’t must as in You must do your homework, or You must report for jury duty. It’s more like You must come to my birthday party! or You must come with me to the hospital to see Fred before he dies. It’s love, it’s a deeply personal, can’t-miss-it necessity – like birth.

   The heart of Jesus’ surprising notion of being born again is this: you can’t grit your teeth and get born the first time, and you can’t when you’re born again either. Back in October of 1955, I didn’t think, Hmm, nice day to get born, let’s do it. An entirely passive, unchosen event. Even the mother has zero ability to turn a microscopic zygote into a breathing, squawling person. Birth happens to you, and in you. Rudolf Bultmann, reflecting on Jesus’ reply to Nicodemus’s search for salvation, clarifies that “the condition can only be satisfied by a miracle… It suggests to Nicodemus, and indeed to anyone who is prepared to entertain the possibility of the occurrence of a miraculous event, that such a miracle can come to pass.”

   Given the ways preachers like Whitefield and Graham conducted revivals seeking new births that were marked by a swooning of emotion, it’s important to realize that Jesus didn’t ask Nicodemus to feel anything. There are, of course, intense feelings at birth. The mother giving birth may be overwhelmed with an intensity of joy, or anything else along a broad spectrum of emotion. The one being born though: is birth an emotional high for the baby?

   Of course, the feelings mother and child share in childbirth are the pains, the excruciating squeezes, the tearing of flesh and sometimes the breaking of bones. Could Jesus have imagined such agony when pressing us toward a new birth? Jesus courageously embraced pain, and invited us to follow. Paul, imprisoned and beaten multiple times within an inch of his life for following Jesus, wrote that “When we cry, ‘Abba! Father!’ it is the Spirit himself bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God… provided we suffer with him” (Rom. 8:15-16). No wonder we prefer a happy emotional kind of rebirth at a revival, over against the costly discipleship that is the new life Jesus has in mind for us. It isn’t the feeling, but the fact of the new birth, and the hard facts of union with Jesus in a world puzzled or hostile to his ways.

   By now, of course, we see that Jesus wasn’t asking Nicodemus to behave a little better. It’s radical, a total shift of focus, priorities, behaviors and habits. Bultmann explains it perfectly: “Rebirth means… something more than an improvement in man; it means that man receives a new origin, and this is manifestly something which he cannot give himself.” My first birth defined my origin as a Howell. I have the DNA, I favor my dad, I am who I am. How could I come by a new and different origin? Let’s look to St. Francis of Assisi.

   After fitting in and even excelling as a child and youth, enviably popular, chic and cool, Francis heard the call of Jesus. Taking the Bible quite literally, picking up whatever Jesus said or did and putting it on his to-do list for the day, Francis divested himself of his advantages, including his exquisite, fashionable clothing, which he gave away to the poor. His father, Pietro, a churchgoing, upstanding citizen, took exception, locked his son up for a time, and then sued him in the city square. Giotto’s fresco in the basilica where Francis is buried shows a stark naked Francis, handing the only thing he has left, the clothes off his back, to his father. But his eyes are fixed upward, where we see a hand appearing to bless him from up in the clouds. At this moment, Francis declared, “Until now I have called Pietro Bernardone my father. But, because I have proposed to serve God, I return to him the money on account of which he was so upset, and also all the clothing which is his, wanting to say from now on: ‘Our Father who are in heaven,’ and not ‘My father, Pietro di Bernardone.’” A biblical moment, if we have regard for “You have been born anew, not of perishable seed but of imperishable, through the living and abiding word of God” (1 Pet. 2:23), or “I have come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother” (Matt. 10:35).

   What is we ponder “born again” from the mother’s side? Anne Enright, who shows no evident interest in religion: “A child came out of me. I cannot understand this, or try to explain it. Except to say that my past life has become foreign to me. Except to say that I am prey, for the rest of my life, to every small thing.” Isn’t this what being with Jesus, a child who came out of his mother, is like? The past is laughably past. Every small thing, devoted to this Jesus, matters. 

 Perhaps being born again is like the discovery so many new moms make, articulated beautifully in John O’Donohue’s words:

     Once it began, you were no longer your own.

     A new, more courageous you, offering itself

     In a new way to a presence you can sense

     But you have not seen or known.

   I'd be remiss, if we're trying to parse John 3:16 in light of all this Birth stuff (and oh my gosh, if you're having Holy Communion!), if I didn't share Rachel Marie Stone's marvelous envisioning of Mary's great gift to us: "A girl was in labor with God. She groaned and sweated and arched her back, crying out for her deliverance and finally delivering God, God’s head pressing on her cervix, emerging from her vagina, perhaps tearing her flesh a little; God the Son, her Son, covered in vernix and blood, the infant God’s first breath the close air of crowded quarters… God the Son, her Son, pressed to her bare breast… God the Son, her Son, drank deeply from his mother. Drink, my beloved. This is my body, broken for you." 

What can we say March 8? Lent 3

    Exodus 17:1-7. What a roomy text for Lent! A test in the wilderness, the hard-to-beat question, “Is the Lord among us or not?” Wryly I may take note that it’s the wilderness of Sin, not sin – observing though the sin in Sin. Notice the verbs: they camped, quarreled, thirsted, complained. God’s reply? Not judgment, but mercy. Is the Lord among the quarrellers and complainers? Yes, of course. So the presence is a matter of realization, or embodying, or not deflecting, shoving away?

   This business of demanding proof should draw many people in. Anselm, Aquinas and a host of brilliant people have devised proofs for God’s existence. Logic can’t bend the will, or the heart though. As we’ll see in Philippians 2, Jesus ‘proved’ God by utterly ungodlike actions:  humbling, debased, being abused and killed. There. That’s the only proof you get. 

   As in our Gospel reading’s woman at the well, the people are thirsty – and then they also are thirsty. This story figured prominently in the rest of the Bible. Psalms 81 and 95 remember and issue dire warnings based on it. “O that you would listen to me, Israel!  Do not be stubborn as you were at Meribah.” As C.H. Spurgeon put it, “Let the example of that unhappy generation serve as a beacon to you; do not repeat the offenses which have already more than enough provoked the Lord.”

   Romans 5:1-11 is a rich text, but I’ll veer from preaching on it, given the two dramatic narratives in this week’s readings. I would note that Paul, taking a deep breath after chapters 1 thru 4, exclaims “Therefore we have peace.” Our people will breathe relief – until we read on to be informed that this peculiar peace leads to suffering (verse 3). 

 I think of Mother Maria of Paris, St. Maria now, the Latvian woman killed by the Nazis for her labors in the French resistance, who said “It would be a great lie to tell those who are searching: ‘Go to church, because there you will find peace.’ The opposite is true. The Church tells those who are at peace and asleep: ‘Go to church, because there you will feel real anguish for your sin and the world’s sin. There you will feel an insatiable hunger for Christ’s truth. There, instead of becoming lukewarm, you’ll be set on fire; instead of being pacified, you’ll become alarmed; instead of learning the wisdom of this world, you will become fools for Christ.”

   And I shy away from Paul’s confident “Hope does not disappoint.” Sure it does. And I admire Kate Bowler’s interesting musing: “Hope for the future feels like a kind of arsenic that needs to be carefully administered or it can poison the sacred work of living in the present.” Ponder, ponder, ponder this…

   John 4:5-42. Such a vivid scene, so much drama. The little details dig us deeply into an interpersonal encounter. It’s noon. High sun; it’s hot, the shadows are sharp. She’s tired – midday? Did she go on noon so as to avoid the other women who typically went early morning or late afternoon? The well – 135 feet deep, visitable today, and you can drink from it! – was tantalizingly “near the plot of ground Jacob gave Joseph.” Not on, but near… Here’s a sermon I preached shortly after visiting – and drinking from that well!

   The setup verse (4:4) says Jesus “had to pass through Samaria.” Hardly: this is the hilly, rocky, more dangerous route – even today, situated as it is on the West Bank. This Greek word, deî, is pregnant with a sense of divine necessity. He had to, as it his missional focus required him to go there.

   Samaritans were actually Jewish, but attached to Mt. Gerizim instead of Mt. Zion, and to the Torah but not the Prophets (and not liking the prophets makes them like lots of people we preach to!!!). So close to Judaism – and yet so far. What is it in human nature that makes us most hostile toward the people who are just barely different from us? There’s the hilarious (and crass) scene in The Life of Brian (not for the sermon, just for the preacher’s fun) where the People’s Front of Judea explain “the only people we hate more than the Romans are the Judea People’s Front”…

   She’s despised by Mt. Zionish Jewish guys like Jesus. But this woman is despised even within her own despised group! She is pitiably alone, as in lonely, ostracized. Jesus encounters her – and he too is alone. He becomes what she is. He’s alone, and thirsty, like she is.

   I love David Ford's ruminations (in his great new commentary on John): "Does the woman approach the well provocatively or nonchalantly? Does she project shame, modesty, or sexual availability? What tone of voice does she first use to Jesus - polite, ironic, flirtatious? Does she understand Jesus's request for water as a sexual advance? Is her response to Jeus's offer one of genuine astonishment and openness, ironic dismissal, or wistful longing?" He's so on point on her marital history: "There could have been a mixture of divorces and bereavements. Yet, whatever the truth, a life shot through with disappointment, pain, and grief is suggested."

   He doesn’t judge, or teach a lesson, or even give her water. He asks her to do something for him. Jean Vanier explains, “Jesus is showing us how to approach people who are broken and wounded: not as someone superior, from ‘above,’ but humbly, from ‘below,’ like a beggar. Such people who are already ashamed of themselves do not need someone who will make them even more ashamed, but someone who will give them hope and reveal to them that they have value.”

  I love the idea that Jesus was nothing like David, who encountered a woman mid-day and "took" her: Bathsheba. David assumes a woman is his for the taking. Jesus assumes she is a person, with a story, wounds, dreams, and is more than ready simply to listen to her, to care, to be a non-judgmental presence. David judged Bathsheba as less than noble and his for the taking. Jesus judged the Samaritan woman as of priceless worth.

   Once there was a boy born with an acute case of cerebral palsy who was treated terribly as a young child.  He was sent to another home where his mother noticed how he watched Mister Rogers’ Neighborhood.  She believed Mister Rogers was keeping her son alive.  Some big foundation worked it out for Mister Rogers to visit this boy, and when he did, Mister Rogers asked, “Would you pray for me?”  The boy was thunderstruck because nobody had ever asked him for anything.  He was the object of prayer, not the one to pray for Mr. Rogers.  But now he prays for Mister Rogers and he doesn’t want to die anymore.  Tom Junod witnessed this and privately he congratulated Mister Rogers for being so smart.  But Mister Rogers didn’t know what he meant.  He really wanted the boy’s prayers, saying, “I think that anyone who’s gone through challenges like that must be very close to God.”

    This Samaritan woman does not seem or feel close to God though. Can we hear this woman’s pain? “I have no husband.” She’s not lying, or covering up; it’s a lament, one we all sense in the gut. How many negative images has she been bombarded with, and how much self-recrimination does she tote around in her head? The Bible doesn’t tell us her name – par for the course. She didn’t matter much to anybody else back then – except Jesus, who surely did learn her name, even if John forgot to tell us.

   I’ll guarantee you Jesus asked for and remembered her name. He knew her entire life story, one she’d prefer to cloak. And yet he’s not repulsed. Don’t we all long for such a friend, who can bear our entire, true story, and not shrink back? This is faith, I think, exploring the truth about our story, and experiencing the presence, the mercy. As Vanier puts it, “Jesus invites her, and each one of us, to revisit our past in truth: not just to analyze it or remain trapped in it, but to be liberated from its hold.”

   Jesus knows all about us, but never with a Gotcha! I am moved by Gerhard Lohfink’s vision of final judgment: “When we encounter God in death, we will for the first time recognize with full clarity who we really are. God will have no need to sit in judgment on us, to harangue us. In our encounter with the holy God our eyes will be opened to behold our own selves. We ourselves will judge and condemn the evil in ourselves…” He adds that those we’ve hurt or not helped may also stand before us and stare – becoming our judges! My knees buckle at such the prospect of such an “encounter with the truth about God, about others, about the world, and about ourselves.” But Lohfink says we should rejoice, because as Jesus said “You shall know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” Only then will we grasp the depth of God’s mercy – and only then can the healing that will be eternity begin.

  She is exposed, she is loved – and then she is filled, refreshed, washed with this incredible living water that Jesus is. Double entendres everywhere: the well is “deep,” as in the depths of her soul, and where Jesus is taking her. Wink, wink as you preach.  

    In my book, Worshipful: Living Sunday Morning All Week, I explore some medieval notions of being hungry and thirsty for the Eucharist – and then Jesus’ own hunger and thirst.  Julian of Norwich wrote that “Jesus will be thirsty until the last soul is saved and joins him in his bliss; his thirst is to have us drawn into him.”  And Bernard of Clairvaux: “My penitence, my salvation, are His food. I myself am His food. I am chewed as I am reproved by Him; I am swallowed as I am taught; I am digested as I am changed; I am assimilated as I am transformed; I am made one as I am conformed to him.”

What can we say March 15? Lent 4

 

    Samuel’s clandestine visit to Bethlehem in 1 Samuel 16 (depicted here from the 3rd/4th century Dura Europos synagogue in modern-day Syria) is a high water mark of Scripture drama. Saul is king, but he’s pretty much done. He was big, strong, tall, powerful – yet when David appears on the stage of history, tall Saul seems small, very small next to this very small one. The Bible’s quirky logic is in play: “Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts” (Zech 4:6). “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish; but what are they among so many people?” (John 6:9). “It was not because you were more numerous than any other people that the Lord set his heart on you – for you were the fewest of all peoples” (Deut 7:7). “God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; God chose what is low and despised” (1 Cor 1:27).

    What were Jesse’s feelings when he learned one of his sons would be king? Pride? Shock? A fearful trembling?  The preacher can depict the lineup of sons, tallest on down, the strapping Eliab, the burly Abinadab, the chiseled Shammah, all 7 – but not one of them was the one.  The Lord’s word to Samuel – and us?  “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for the Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart” (1 Sam 16:7).

   Even in church, we look to ability, strength, IQ, savvy – but it’s the “heart,” although it’s really God choosing whom God chooses. Puzzled, Samuel shrugs – and only then acknowledges, “Well, yes, there remains yet the youngest, but he is keeping the sheep.” The obvious deduction is that Jesse didn’t even consider the possibility that this little one might be the one. But could it be that Jesse actually feared David might be the one, that he saw unprecedented potential in him – or perhaps he was simply the one he loved the most, the unexpected child of old age, the apple of his eye? The writer does take note that David “was ruddy, and had beautiful eyes, and was handsome” (1 Sam 16:12). Perhaps Jesse wanted to keep this small but handsome one home, to shelter him for himself, and from the perils of kingship.

   Christian history features so many stories of parents blocking their children’s calling to sainthood. Francis of Assisi’s father, Pietro, was so mortified when his son began giving to the poor with total abandon that he took him to court and disowned him. Pope Francis’s mother was crushed when he reported he was headed into the priesthood instead of to medical school, and she would not speak to him or forgive him for some time. How many women and men never became great heroes of the Church because parents restrained them, and wouldn’t let go?

   This story is about a different kind of seeing. The verb “see” occurs six times in the story of David’s anointing; “the Lord does not see as mortals see” (1 Sam 16:7). How does God see? How can we see as God sees? Can we see things as they really are instead of being deceived by what is only superficially visible? As Gandalf wrote in a letter to Frodo in The Lord of the Rings, “All that is gold does not glitter.” Or that Native American saying: “We teach our children to see when there is nothing to see, and to listen where there is nothing to hear.”   Preaching is not seeing for others, but showing them how to see.

   This brings us to Psalm 23. The Hebrew word for “see,” ra’ah, is one barely distinguishable sound away from ra‘ah, the word for “shepherd.” We might think of shepherds as lowly and despised, poor laborers of no account. Yet there is always an ambiguity to the image of a “shepherd.” Yes, they spent their days and nights out of doors with smelly animals who tended to nibble themselves lost. Mothers didn’t fantasize that their daughters would marry shepherds one day. And yet in the agrarian, pastoral culture of the world in those days, where sheep were everywhere and they mattered for survival, even the mightiest kings of Sumer, Babylon, Assyria and Egypt were often dubbed the “shepherds” of their people.

   The Lord is my shepherd.  Lest we get sappy about the image, as so much kitschy church art does, I will recall the first shepherd I saw in Israel:  Elvis t-shirt, green rubber golashes, with a stick, swatting sheep, hollering expletives at them.  The Lord is like that? Or we are like such dumb sheep?

   Most of us have heard the Hebrew of verse 1 means “I shall lack no good thing.” I shall not want? Our whole life is about wanting, even in prayer. Maybe we are asked here to learn to want the one good thing: God. Psalm 27 says “One thing have I asked… to behold the beauty of the Lord.” Psalm 73 similarly says “For me, it is good to be near God.” Clearly all this requires a focused re-understanding of what is genuinely good, and what doesn’t really count… 

   In our church, we read Psalm 23 aloud at funerals. “Read” – but really people say it from memory, and are clearly moved. And we use the King James Version, rightly I think…  Regardless, I’m struck by one four letter word in verse four: thou. This is fascinating: in the original Hebrew of Psalm 23, there are exactly 26 words before “Thou art with me,” and exactly 26 words after “Thou art with me.” Could be chance – but perhaps the poet was boldly declaring that God being with us is at the very center of our lives, the apogee of all that transpires, the focal point of the universe? God is with us. We are not alone down here.

   The whole Gospel is that God is with us; Jesus was called “Emmanuel,” which means “God with us.” John Wesley’s dying words were “The best of all is, God is with us.” Sam Wells has rightly demonstrated how the most important theological word in the Bible is “with.” God doesn’t shelter us from trouble, God doesn’t magically manipulate everything to suit us. But the glorious With is unassailable, unchangeable, the only fact that matters.

   This marvelous news draws our attention again to the Thou. For the first 3 verses of the Psalm, God is spoken of in the third person: “The Lord is my shepherd… he leads me… he restores my soul.” But with the Thou, the third person shifts to second person: “for Thou art with me, thy rod… thou preparest a table…” Instead of talking about God, the Psalmist begins to talk to God; instead of God in the head, God is a friend in the heart, a conversation happens, a relationship grows. This is faith. This is the only true comfort.

   And the with isn’t just me-with-God. It is me-with-others – and especially those with whom I’ve been estranged. Reconciliation is our burden – and joy. This “table” is set “in the presence of my enemies.” Jesus said Before you come to the altar, make peace with your enemies (Matthew 5:23f) – and When you have dinner, don’t invite your friends, but the outsiders, the outcast (Luke 14). In our day of intense rancor and derision, we are asked, invited and empowered by God not merely to think about others more happily and in light of God’s grace, but actually to break bread with them. How do we urge our people to engage in this difficult but life-giving discipline???

   How interesting is it that Psalm 23 says “though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death” – the key word being “through.” We don’t move into the valley and camp there; we get through it, not by dint of will, but by God’s mercy. 

   Ephesians 5:8-14. In my book on Birth (in the Pastoring for Life series), I dwell on the rarely noticed but obvious once you see it image that the newborn emerging from the womb “once was in darkness, but now in the light.” And so, to ponder being “a child of the light,” reflect on the moments after birth, where you are entirely vulnerable, yet encircled in tender love, utterly dependent, yet the focus on intense attention and unlimited grace.

  “Fruit of the light” jars a little, as we are familiar with “fruit of the Spirit.” But fruit requires the light of God’s good sun to grow. Frank Thielman interestingly translates v. 10 as “trying to find out what is pleasing to the Lord.” Like, try to figure it out. Do some investigating. Study. Ask around! I admire Thielman’s chapter heading for this text: “From Avoidance to Transformation.” Christians aren’t avoiders so much as they are doers, but not just human effort doing; it’s transformed doing, and being.

   How lovely: if you want to know how noble you are, how fantastic humanity actually is, it is that we are capable of “pleasing” the Lord. It’s God, almighty, ineffable, omniscient, eternal, immovable, omnipresent, infinite – and yet God makes the divine heart vulnerable to be buoyed up into joy by us, or conversely to be crushed in disappointed sorrow. Clearly the Christian life isn’t about rules, doing right or wrong, and it isn’t even entirely about grace, as in God’s embraces you no matter what – both of which are true, but missing this dynamic that we can please that omni-God, and that this is precisely what brings us our own pleasure.

   Paul’s expose of what is “secret” could be probed in the sermon. iPhones champion their ‘privacy’ settings; we all wear our masks and hide dark secrets, often even from ourselves. I had a friend years ago, a sociologist, whose specialty was family secrets. Any time she mentioned this, at a party or anywhere, someone would pull her aside and say “You know, our family has this secret” – and then who knows, who doesn’t and why? Tell this in a sermon and people squirm a little over what they hide, or suspect they’ve not figured out just yet. Paul wants us to go right to that place.

   His overriding image is of waking up from sleep. Rip van Winkle slept through the American revolution. The “Seven Sleepers of Ephesus” hid in a cave from persecution, fell asleep, and woke up decades later to the shock that the empire was now Christian. Sleepwalking is a thing someone you know does – and it’s such an apt image of the way we drift through life, even our church life. Paul sounds the alarm: it’s time to wake up!

   John 9:1-41 is a really long read in worship. But such a dramatic story! Jesus’ answer to the question about sin exhibits his heart more than anything he ever said: Who sinned, this guy or his parents? Right answer: Neither. Boom, blame game squashed. Odd: religious people had read the book of Job, but still resorted to the tactic of Job’s friends: it’s gotta be something he did wrong. Be sure to underline this nasty habit in your sermon. A teenager uses drugs, and we suspect the parents were duds. A husband leaves his wife for another, and she firmly believes she was inadequate. A homeless man must be a lazy bum. On and on. Name these. Let people fill in the blanks – both in how they feel unjustly judged, and how they do this to others. Jesus says Neither.

   The gross tangibility of Jesus’ healing: spittle “smeared” on his eyes. Jesus gets his hands dirty, and yours too (reminding us of Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s wisdom that Christians too often like to keep their hands clean, when doing God’s will actually gets your hands dirty). The setting of this healing: the Pool of Siloam has been excavated in recent years. If you look at a city map of ancient Jerusalem, you realize this wasn’t a pool for swimming or beautifying the city. Siloam (like Bethesda, the other pool where Jesus healed) was a gigantic group mikveh – those ritual bath establishments. 

   People coming to the temple, pilgrims having journeyed for many days, stopped off at the huge Siloam mikveh to repent, to cleanse themselves, to prepare to climb the hill to enter the holy place. Jesus knew this place of grief and expectation was a prime spot to find seekers receptive to his message and his healing.

   And John 9 titillates the listener with Jesus’ clever, probing irony about who can see and who can’t. The super-pious assume they see all things clearly – but they are the truly blind ones. A homiletical question is: do we wish to see clearly? Or do we prefer to continue to avert our gaze, keeping the corrective lenses of Scripture safely on the coffee table?

   Jean Vanier (the news about whom broke my heart) shared thoughts on John 9 that acknowledge his own brokenness: “Yet if we seek deeper, we will find underneath our brokenness the beauty in our own hearts and in the heart of each person; our capacity to love, to give life and to take our place in the world.” He notes how bystanders in John 9 talk about the person with a disability instead of entering into a relationship with the person! “People with disabilities are like everybody else. Each person is unique and important. Each one has been created by God and for God Each one of us has a vulnerable heart, and yearns to be loved and valued. Each one has a mission Each of us is born so that God’s work may be accomplished in us.”

   Vanier even ushers us into Jesus’ own head: “Jesus must have been deeply touched by this trusting beggar… Maybe it is precisely because this man had been excluded and pushed aside that he was able to distinguish in Jesus a real person, someone sent by God, profoundly human. People with disabilities are sometimes more realistic than those caught up in a competitive society.”