Jeremiah is called as a “youth,” a na’ar,
maybe a young teen? The preacher might help a church family to thrash through
how they think about whatever youth they have. “Oh, let the youth serve a meal
at the shelter,” or “How neat our youth go on a mission trip” or whatever. Then
churches can be just as dismissive of youthful idealism, teenaged dreams for
the church; or churches don’t bother to ask, or to listen. What if churches,
instead of insuring the token youth member on the board, asked children and
teenagers what sort of church they dreamed of us being – and then we made that
our agenda? Jesus was pretty adamant about us all becoming like children,
welcoming children, etc. I love it that Pope John Paul II, at his inauguration
on October 22, 1978, chose to speak to the youth of the world, telling them “You
are the future of the world, you are the hope of the Church, you are my hope.”
But Jeremiah’s call came way before is
teenage years. God called him in his mother’s womb – or earlier! A sermon could
dwell profitably on how we all came to be in our mother’s womb. Hans Urs von
Balthasar spoke of “the terrible accidentalness of sexual causation” – how you
came to be in some weird mix of intentionality or the proverbial back seat. The
act itself, described unforgettably by geneticist Adam Rutherford: “On contact, that winning sperm
released a chemical that dissolved the egg’s reluctant membrane, left its
whiplash tail behind, and burrowed in.”
In the womb,
where God “knit you together” (Psalm 139!), you were utterly dependent. In
fact, nobody knows you’re there – except God – for some time. We speak of navel
gazing – but your navel, mostly collecting dust all these years, was your
lifeline. What is God’s calling from, in, even before your arrival in the womb?
We think of calling as something you hear, dodge or refuse now as a grownup.
But way back then, when you were a microscopic next to nothing, God was already
calling you. What if parents, on learning of a pregnancy, instead of the
dramatic, showy gender reveal, pondered questions like “What is God calling
this new life within to be?” St. Dominic’s mother dreamed, while pregnant, that
she gave birth to a dog with a torch in his mouth.
I have a book coming out later this year on
Birth. Here is a little excerpt on this call business: If God is fully present in utero, if God
somehow knit us together, if God understands better than we the complex
realities of life in the womb and the daunting challenges of the journey ahead,
then can we make sense of God’s will, of God’s desire for this fragile, latent
person in the making? Is God merely rooting for survival? If mom and dad are
already harboring dreams for this child, then how much more will God already be
envisioning a holy, faithful life for this disciple-to-be? We think of God’s
calling coming to attentive seekers, to young adults or to those in mid-life
crisis. But in utero? Isaiah 49:5 teases out the idea that the prophet had been
formed in the womb by God “to be his servant, to bring Jacob back to him.” Jeremiah
countered God’s call by saying “I am only a youth”; but then on further
reflection, he began to intuit that God had actually begun calling him from his
mother’s womb (Jer. 1:4-10).
A fetus can
detect sound at twenty six weeks. Can it hear God? Does God call particular people,
or all people, even in their mothers’ wombs? What is calling anyhow? Is the
divine call a voice out of nowhere? Isn’t each person’s sense of divine
vocation a symphony of voices that call? Messages overheard from mom and dad, attributes
and skills fostered in the womb and later, chance encounters, some church
chatter and personal musing mixed in there: we process it all and infer God is
asking something of us. Frederick Buechner famously wrote that “the place God
calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger
meet.”
Fascinating:
the world’s deep hunger is out there, waiting for you to be born and notice;
and your deep hunger is already there, festooned in your DNA, destined by the
parents you happen to have and the place you’ll happen to live. What if mom and
dad began, during pregnancy, to ponder that this unseen child is already being
called by God? And what if you and I reminisce a bit and puzzle over what we
probably missed back then, and since – that God was calling us, even in utero?
As
I puzzle out in the book, the infant, in
utero, is already worshipping. I’ve handed the Eucharistic bread to many a
pregnant woman and wanted to say “The Body of Christ, given for y’all.” As a
teenager, Jeremiah engaged in the usual ducking and weaving, dodging God’s
longstanding call. Like Moses (can’t speak), Isaiah (not holy enough), Jonah
(the Assyrians are unworthy) or Mary (I’ve never slept with a man), Jeremiah is
too young. He may just be chicken, as God’s call is for him to upset the status
quo, questioning the politics of his day.
God’s
call is a famous “chiasm” – the crossing, a downright crucifix of language: “to
pluck up, to break down, to build, to plant.” See the criss-cross? We’d rather
God just build and plant without the plucking up and breaking down! Marianne
Williamson memorably said that when we invite God into our lives, we expect a
decorator to appear to spruce up the place a little. But instead, you look out
the window, and there’s a wrecking ball about to tear it all down and start
over.
Hebrews 12:18-29 is just quite strange
for me, requiring way too much research and explaining… That God is a “consuming
fire” is intriguing, as, like the plucking up and breaking down in Jeremiah, we’d
rather God not do the consuming fire thing.
Luke
13:10-17 is another
Sabbath miracle. Jesus is “in one of the synagogues.” I wish I knew which one!
But if it’s Capernaum, or Magdala, or Chorazim, we might envision it as a
smallish room paved in grey basalt (like the synagogue from Chorazin, pictured here), worshippers thronging together. The woman
is sometimes misunderstood as being unwelcome due to gender, or for ritual
impurity – but as Amy-Jill Levine and Ben Witherington remind us, this is one
more instance of anti-Semitic reading. Women were welcome. The crippled bore no
ritual impurity.
This woman had suffered for 18 years from –
osteoporosis? severe curvature of the spine? She has a disability – and the
church is finally waking up to issues of disability, which really is a social
construct, not a real thing in itself. Can we welcome all people? Can we not
even in welcoming disenfranchise or stigmatize the so-called physically
disabled?
I love the marvelous NPR interview with Ben Mattlin - a quadriplegic, who has blogged about the giftedness of disability. He attended a funeral of a friend where all the preaching was about his wheelchair-bound friend being able to jump and run around. Mattlin was mortified, explained why (read his views here), and concluded “Are there no wheelchairs in heaven? I’m not buying it. For me, if there is a heaven, it’s not a place where I’ll be able to walk. It’s a place where it doesn’t matter if you can’t.”
I love the marvelous NPR interview with Ben Mattlin - a quadriplegic, who has blogged about the giftedness of disability. He attended a funeral of a friend where all the preaching was about his wheelchair-bound friend being able to jump and run around. Mattlin was mortified, explained why (read his views here), and concluded “Are there no wheelchairs in heaven? I’m not buying it. For me, if there is a heaven, it’s not a place where I’ll be able to walk. It’s a place where it doesn’t matter if you can’t.”
Jesus’ issue is with the leader of the
synagogue. Levine and Witherington suggest that the leader has a fair point: “Medical
practitioners today can expect that on Sunday morning they would not be asked
between the first hymn and the sermon to provide therapeutic aid to people with
nonpainful chronic conditions.” St Augustine allegorizes: “The whole human race
is like this woman, bent over and bowed down to the ground” – reminding me of
the medieval analogy of the hunchback, forever bent toward the ground, never
able to look up and pray, as symbolic of our fallen state. I won’t go there,
though. Plenty here without resorting to such.
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